[ well... she is here, just kind of slinking towards wherever they're keeping him in solitary. she hates visiting, it brings back too many bad memories, but she does it because something is more precious to her than a bad dream. so she's going to just be here. ]
Look me in the eyes...
[ softly ] I read her note... I'm not... I can't be angry, Ace, I know what we have to do in this place...
But we've been untouched. We know that we... were probably up next on the chopping block. Sigrun knew that. Always contingencies. Always thinking. She's so smart...
[ i'm scared without her. ]
I saw the fires... throughout the forest. I wasn't gonna say anything. I didn't want to. [ shaking her head ] There's a difference between someone who made her pain quick, effortless. And someone who gutted someone else. I'd have rathered it have been them.
Call me selfish or some shit... but I don't wanna have to start the week without you. I don't wanna see you there tomorrow. In the arena.
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Look me in the eyes...
[ softly ] I read her note... I'm not... I can't be angry, Ace, I know what we have to do in this place...
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... I don't actually know what she wrote on those. I gave her privacy.
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She'd have the right to.
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[ softly ]
But we've been untouched. We know that we... were probably up next on the chopping block. Sigrun knew that. Always contingencies. Always thinking. She's so smart...
[ i'm scared without her. ]
I saw the fires... throughout the forest. I wasn't gonna say anything. I didn't want to. [ shaking her head ] There's a difference between someone who made her pain quick, effortless. And someone who gutted someone else. I'd have rathered it have been them.
Call me selfish or some shit... but I don't wanna have to start the week without you. I don't wanna see you there tomorrow. In the arena.
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... I wasted a lot of time, without meaning to. I wanted... to figure out Reigen's. I really did. [ he lets out a long breath ] ... Sorry.
[ he doesn't know what to say to the last part. he looks incredibly touched and incredibly sad both. ]
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[ her jaw is set so tightly, it hurts so much. ]
I don't want this to be it...
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... We both know I had limited time anyway. I... Despite how much this place sucked, I liked the people I met.
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[ a soft hitch. ]
They all deserved more of you. It's not... it's not... [ fair? isn't it? it doesn't feel right. ]
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[ she shakes her head ]
I'm sorry, Ace... that this place puts us up to this shit. [ she looks at him ] I'm really glad that I got to meet you, y'know.
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I'm glad I got to meet you, too.